[ Even now, despite the years, the tone in his voice might sound a little too familiar. It's the admonishment of a Master warning his Padawan that he might be stepping just a little too far.
Yes, some habits are just too difficult to kill.
Ben catches himself on that at least, even though what comes out next feels a little out of his own control; that feeling of hurt. ]
Do you really think so little of your old Master to assume that I don't care? That I wouldn't want you to survive?
Stop lying to me! You think I don't know I have never been what you really wanted?
[He tries to hold back his tears, but it's a futile effort. He can already hear the lecture he's about to get as a result. He doesn't want to hear it so he barrels before Obi-Wan can interrupt.]
Pretend I am dead then. I bet you just walked away. It must have been so easy.
no subject
[ Even now, despite the years, the tone in his voice might sound a little too familiar. It's the admonishment of a Master warning his Padawan that he might be stepping just a little too far.
Yes, some habits are just too difficult to kill.
Ben catches himself on that at least, even though what comes out next feels a little out of his own control; that feeling of hurt. ]
Do you really think so little of your old Master to assume that I don't care? That I wouldn't want you to survive?
no subject
[He tries to hold back his tears, but it's a futile effort. He can already hear the lecture he's about to get as a result. He doesn't want to hear it so he barrels before Obi-Wan can interrupt.]
Pretend I am dead then. I bet you just walked away. It must have been so easy.